Saturday, July 01, 2006
JUS ANOTHER DAY.
im so sorry to yall ppl. den, jieping, jon, phil and...
sorry i din meet you guys.
but i was really off myself today.
the moment i opened up my eyes, which is like the fuckin hawt afternoon... i jus couldnt bring myself to wake up.
i jus feel like i fuckin dun hav the strength to hurl my ass up from my bed.
haha..
sorry aight. sorry for not callin earlier and makin you guys wait so long.
heh. and this fuckin weather is fuckin gettin on ma nerve.
...
jus stayed at home today.
im feelin rlly sick. runnin on fever. and also sick of evrything else. sick of your lies.. your pathetic attempt at makin sad excuses.. and sick of town. sick of gg out. and seein hordes and hordes of ppl rushin here and there.
suddenly i feel like a lill kid who always think home is the safest place on earth.wtf i hav been havin that feelin lately. i feel so safe. so quiet at home. at least noone will come with you with a smile and a dagger all at one time. shack man. to think all these years i had tried to stay away from my house as much as possible.
come to think of it. i sorta miss havin my dad, mum, sis ard.. hehe. maybe i shld stay home everyday from now onwards.
dang. bloody hell. wth has become of me.
heh.
guess i jus need some time alone. to get over the coldness of some truths.
yep. off ta watch tv. play my xbox. and maybe eat hell lots.
jus stuffed myself to death.
hawhawhaw. life of the 17 year old who never grows up.
=)
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