Saturday, July 29, 2006
i cant go ard feeling like this anymore!
it rlly sucks.
it is destroyin me. and all teh ppl ard me!! =(
nd i jus found out that u r talkin wit one of my best frends.. i know it means nth. but still. wuteva. i dun rlly wana fal out wit him cos of you yea. so wuteva. fuckfuckfuck. i had nvr ever hated myself so dank much.
everyone tells me to forget it. but its jus so hard. ...
if miracle happens.
neway. on yst bbq. haha was a blast. we jus sat there waitin for teh food to come while the girls prepared. wink.
hahahaha. but beeeg thanks to sheralyn,joyce, eveeyy and everyone!
haha. the fooood is absolutely yumm
:>
den jus sat ard ta play bridge. hell how does that thang works????
lololol.
its dank stupid. had some late night party at the beach .hahaha.
our own copyrighted beach party. lol..
welll into teh night. its fun spendin times with you guys uhh.
nd thanks denise and xun for tryin so hard to cheer me up. =p hearts to uu
den slept @ the chalet. damn cramped aight! but heh heh i get to sleep on teh bed. woooh . talk abt crafty. -l-''
ye. so now im back home. gg to sleep again. my chronic cycle is like -.-'' all upside down. wuteva.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
8:01 PM
oh fuck
i jus woke up.
dank man. shld i still go for teh bbQ?
ITS LIKE SO LATE! IM HUNGRY LIKE FARK! den lata even if i go teh food wld be alll gone. ahhh.
..
anw. i rlly dun beliv that u din see ur phone from morning till now. id rlly love to believe u but fuck wit it aight. jus forget it.
when u said that i dun care cos i can afford to lose you. i rlly feel like jus shouting and shouting at you till you finally get how i feel. is it how u have felt all the time u r wit me??
..
maybe i was wrong abt you girl. and maybe you were wrong about yourself.
you can afford to lose me.
not the damn way round.
fuck.
aight. danny boy jus called. i thk i might go for teh bbq =p so it hasnt started yet. mooooaaahahahhaa. food. here i come! =p
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
4:35 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
hey yall
just came home
snorressss
yst was those days what the hell day.
met joshua, kee, yanhao and zl in town yst. haha. great bruudas like always. rocky masters. nd ate pizze there. we just pooled ard. den decided to cab down for soma those shisha.
den after that, stupid kee received a call from his wasted gf. lool.
apparently, that poor girl had a lill drink too much @ iguana. haha. -.-'' so we all went ta xouk while poor kee had ta go send his girl home. lol. you owe kee one jac!! u shldve seen how bad kee wanted to party that day! =p jus kiddin =p
but still.
anw the party was aight. the music was good nd everything else is perfect..=] lol. but assholes josh and bry had too much booze. after the party, they jsut collapsed on the dance floor like some bastards.
lmao.
den me nd yanhao, the only sober ones who can hold good liquor =p had to carry them fugas on ouur back/!!
ahahaha
dang it man.
so after that, we all decide we are too wasted and shag nd we rlly wanted to go home so badly. i cant cos i lied to me dad that i went for some camp. which he apparently believed =)
then.. we decide to allll go to lee's house. cos his parents are so called not around. we cabbed allll them way to toapayoh. nd when we reached teh house! wtf!
lee's parents were home. so cos of this lee got in to damn much trouble, with all teh booze and stuffs. nd lies. complicated pls. ... thye were jus hollering at each other. the shouts got so bad that the police actly came. zomg.
its like damn fucked up nd everything. -.-'' .
we got this fucked up dressing down from him
damn man. nd we were told to go.
ugh.
wuta blast.what fuck.
$#&^%*^&(
if only that stubborn jack wuld jus calm down nd listen to us. (no offense lee. hope ure alright) =p
so jus slept outside the bench @ yakun. blenchod
its like how cool.
-.-''
so im so damn tired now gon sleep soon. nd study for ma ct lata. nd go down to east coast for some bbq..
nighties homies.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
11:09 PM
home
grumbled.
home alll day long.
cos i pon sch.
welll nt exactly pon. jus called it sick. mentally sick or physically sick
suits me jsu fine.
guess cos i had worked till 5 yst in teh morn. muddafucka
=p
heh.
so boring.
wuteva.
cheer me up pls. nd who wana go out @ night. git me a call.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
2:22 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
i dunno since when i become sucha lit freak.
haha but chance upon some rlly ncie quotes.
rlly touching.
so presenting to YA. BEAUTY TIPS.
for all ladies who wana stay beeeyoooutiful your whole life, this one is a surefire beauty tips.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you’ll never walk alone...
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed and redeemed...
Never throw out anybody.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm.
As you grow older you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping yourself, the other for helping others.
lol. i think girls should srsly follow all these man. then teh world can be a better place. cos ya. human are jus aint that kind anymore.
aight. im rushin this piece of work. due tmr !
help me out !
fag
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
1:54 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
hey im back home!!
rofl!
went fer dinna wit ma homies @ vilage.
nice place.
cool place.
better than marche.
haha. maybe marche is beta. i dunno =p
wuteva.
neway had a helluva day today. i guess things had sorta gone for teh better ya =]
bingin makes me feel dang good. saysaysay.
haha. went ta cash in some money for teh commitee, den went wit leon to the meeting after dinna.
blabla.
haha. den stupid leon said he was hungry. so after the meetin, we went to heeren to eat wanton mee again. wtfphark that fugga makes me gain like 400000 gazillion pounds.
but still. teh wanton mee stall that is plain fuggin deeelicious. slurps.
gwaf.
yep. den went home. met anne on the mrt. oh man. haven seen that girl for so long. look how pretty she has become. -sigh
hahahah. but hav a long chat wit her on the way home. haven seen her fer so long ya. feels nice talkin to her. =) my soul mate. bitch
hahah.
aight. walkin home is always lonely. saysay.
neway. i think superman by eminem suits me shit. it ttly express what im feelin rightnow.
They call me Superman,
Leap tall hoes in a single bound,
I'm single now,
Got no ring on this finger now,
I'll never let another chick bring me down,
In a relationship, save it bitch, babysit? you make me sick,
Superman aint savin shit, girl you can jump on shady's dick,
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase,
I'll tell a mo'fuckin slut to her face,
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face,
I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask?
Kiss my dick, hit my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass,
Don't put out? i'll put you out,
Won't get out? i'll push you out,
Puss blew out, copin shit,
Wouldn't piss on fire to put you out,
Am I too nice? buy you ice,
Bitch if you died, wouldn't buy you life,
What you tryin to be, my new wife?
What you Mariah? fly through twice,
But I do know one thing though,
Bitches they come, they go,
Saturday through sunday monday,
Monday through sunday yo,
Maybe i'll love you one day,
Maybe we'll someday grow,
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin runway hoe...
but still.
it is still more than that.
..
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
7:28 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i jus wish i aint so dumb.
thatd my heart would jus listen to my brain for once.
its so easy to remember. so hard to forget.
bitch i miss you. wuteva. youd prolly laugh at my folly nd tel me to wake up from me dream.. and that its over. but i cldnt care less anymore. life sucks without you .
heh.
i love you ok. i know i havent told you that enf. i shun sayin that cos i m scared of commitment. im scared of the feeling to be tied down. i dunno what fuckin strange thoughts was i havin when i did al that. but i rlly wish for u to jus take one more look at me.
wuteva.
..
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
8:25 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
damn wit school pls.
i jus rls theres like so _________________ much stuffs i dunno in school
nd everyone is alrdy muggin like fuck. haha. wth man! im gon study rlly rlly bitchay hard from now onwards. no more procrastination. no mroe thinkin back. actly it only waste more of my time. dang dang dang!!
who wana study hard with me! nd go through hell of waters with me in these two mths or wuteva.=p
haha.
neway. after school . went taka to eat yoshi with zhihao, leon, nd wil. den suddenly this stupid girl jus crept up to me nd scream lance tay wei jun! wut fuck is this pls! stupid denise.!! u know i jus get a shock of my life nd scream
so embarrassin sia pls!
haha. damn u =p
but wuteva. u ll get it froom me soon girl. jus wait. ill hav my revenge!!=p
hahaha
aight. off ta eat some dinna!
hungry pls. nd off ta study lata! toodies homies! :l
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
2:58 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
spent my sunday alone again.
it has been like three consecutive weeks. i used to rmb what sunday is meant for. nd how i pull through each tormenting days of the week jus for that sunday. sunday used to be ttly reserved for u then. it is one of those rare days when we can see each other.
=p
but now i hav noone to share teh sunday with anymore.
...
studied maths. differentiation. hw do u work that thing man?? its so fucked up. i hate graphs man. blashit.
hmm nth much today. in fact there is nth much everyday. haha i guess the only interestin thing is that i ahv this loooooooooooooooonnnnng entertaining phone convo with denise this morning. haha.
aight. gg to hav my dinna soon.
bye homies!
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
4:05 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
hey hello.
nth much today.
went ta cathay with zhixiong michelle leon and weiren.
caught pirates.
not bad.
but endin is like damn
ha
den went paragon t get zhixiong's crumpler.
i thk those bags are like.. -.-''
quite stupid actly.
its expensive. plain. nd ridiculous. jus for teh brand?
oh sexht.
den dine @ billybombas.
nd i jus rls how bz town is today. all along the road. wow there are like concert nd everything!!
hahaha. rock hiphop food latin dance fire spittas.
whateva shit is there pls.
but still it couldnt be half as fun as its with you ya.
stoned @ starbucks.
..
went home.
nt bad. nt bad at all.
what a day. im rly so bloody tired
a still picture cannot tell anything.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
8:28 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
happy belated racial harmony homies!!
yst was the day i hated most.
performance. nd i saw him there. nd all those strange old feelings just started comin bck up in torrents. the anger. the frustration. how he steal my girl right under my nose.
i jus started cursin him as he goofed himself up on stage. lol. i know im sucha mean person man. =p i made almost half of teh world hate him. hahaha.
'omg. hes so fucking gross. is he gay or wut?'
' oh yea. i hate him look how he dance!'
' fuck man! yucks. he muddafucker go die man.'
hhaha yep thats teh comment. from ppl who hardly knew him. but i guess for a loser who steals girlfriend. those comments is way too good for him yea.
=p
but i rlly feelin damn sad man. throughout the whole day.. all the concert.. the activities. i jus went back to class to fuck myself up.
its too mucha toll for me to take.
...
i still cant beliv i u choose him over me. laugh l;auglaugh.puke bllooood.
omg. i jus rls my post sounded like some jealous lill kid ..
forget it. ahh.
anw. heres a lill something to sum all the shit im feelin now..
You build yourself back up
to be torn down again
Lost in this thing called life
that never seems to end
Lets talk about something
Right here right now
You and me
Tell me what you want this to be
Hold it close or let it go
Either way I need to know.
So lets build our love in the sand and write promises in the sky
If I ever write a story about my life
…don’t be surprised if it begins with you
I'm so tired I can't sleep,
Standing on the edge of something much too deep,
It’s funny how you can feel so much,
yet not say a word,
and you're screaming inside
but can't be heard
I know this is hurting you...but its killing me
Behind my smile
is everything you’ll never understand
He’s got you falling head over heels
and I can’t even make u stumble
She keeps asking
Does it hurt to die?
Because it’s hurting so much more to stay alive...
But you can’t love someone without getting hurt…
I’ve cried a river and built a bridge
Yet I still can't cross it
The sparkle you see in my eyes…
is only tears about to fall
I light a candle every day
Hoping the pain will fade away
But with the light of each new dawn
Another day and you’re still gone
Just roll up my sleeve
And you will see
All the stories I've kept
Deep inside of me.
Its not so bad
You’re just the best I ever had
One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.
I know that I miss you
when I sit on my bedroom floor
with tears rolling down my cheeks
for absolutely no reason at all
Never let a crush
Shatter your love
Once the flame between us died
My heart became so cold inside
I’m turning around, I’m walking away...
...but its up to you to say which way
You have been such a large part of me for so long
Loving you this much doesn’t seem right
But leaving you would be just as wrong
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:25 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
shac man!!!
i thk im gon get diarhhoea or sth. did i spell it correctly? lol
my stomach damn pain. whines. whimpers.sobsob.
lol.
mus hav eaten something wrongly. or its jus the toll of that tough fucked up trainin.
-.-''
school is hell today man. lots of FREE blocks . because teachers are fuckin lazy to come to sch. or doin facial. sleepin like pigs at home. or wuteva. so basically jus slacked ard. haha. and i PLAYED CHAPTEH.
oh fuck. wuts that man. its like the last time i played it is when im in p1.
hawhawhawh.
but nevertheless. its fun. lol. anw beatrice. u cant play chapteh man. U ARE OUT OF OUR TEAM LOSERRR! hhhahahaha =p
den went for trainin. basket. sick of it. haha though its my second time ?? =] its gon be teh last soon. cos my a level is fuckin comin. man im scared.!! =p
after trainin. ewnt wit yanhao, zhixiang , louis they all to town to eat. oh man. i feel like i can eat some 10 billion horses. im so tired and hungry!!
but the hokkien mee @ food republic is teh sexth man. its ttly aawesome. eheheh. ia te two plates man! yummy . jus cant seem to get enf of it yes!
:]
den funny things happened. it always does wit yanhao ard. ok maybe it aint so funny. more rather. embarrasin.
he spilt drinks all over the table. and over his pants and wuteva. hahaha. yes. it attract a lot of attention. so we are basically the CENTER OF ATTENTION in the food court . -.-''
but i guess it s a good thing though . at least we caught teh attention of some rlly cute girls. wahahhaha. ok jus jokin. but .. yea wuteva.
ok im rlly into jokes nowadays!
JOKE OF TODAY!
LISTEN YALL BITCH AIGHT. =P
long long ago.. in this village far far far far away, there lived this widow whosse husband died when she is like 20
so from then all.. all she had on her face is a frown, and her face spelt tragedy. she is labelled the woman who never smiled. besides that, she swear to remain faithful to her husband, and never get married again. . so one day, came this guy, who is a hardcore gambler.
as he is new in town, when he heard abt this woman who never smiled, hes dang curious. therfore, he decided to gamble with the villages that he can make this tragic lady smile. he bet it on his life yea!
so one day, he saw her standin by the tree, next to a dog.
so he went up to her and say hello. as expected, the woman ignored him. so he went down on his knees, in front of the dog, n start to call him ' DAD'
the woman, seein this extremely silly and stupid man who calls a dog his father, starts to laugh. BUT SOON ENOUGH. SHE GOT REALLY ANGRY, AND GAVE THIS MAN A TIGHT SLAP ON HIS cheek. guess what !!
.........
....
because as soon as he did that, he kneeled down to her and called her mum.
lololol. GET TEH JOKE!?!?!?!! funnny! hahahahah
yay! this is copyrighted lance. (C)
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
7:00 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
yay!
i locked my bag wit a huge damn lock!
=p
see whos gon mess wit me yea.! you can mess with your hair, your face, my phone, and wuteva else but you are done messin with me!
lol. guess wheres there from :]
anw. i dunno why im in shucha helluva mood.
im supposed to be sad and fucked up for all those fuds that had happened to me yea. but i decide its no point whimpering over things/people that ditched you for someone else.
yep. thats my principle in life.aint no cryin over spilt jacks
haha.
helluva thing happened in sch today man.
but i shant say much. =p
trainin. is tiring! i jus came home man! from 3 to 7! its dang crazy! i cld feel all my muscles tearin!!
n bruises everywhere. bllooood. hahaha. but nvm. its a great workout. i feel damn shack and .. ya. feels good.nd ronn i dun thk u can keep on crashin me! hahaha
lol. this is sucha crap post man.!
but i cant wait to go ta sleep.
zzz. bye fuggas!
nd joke of teh day! =p
haha thats for maths whacks!
wuts 1/n x sin x ??
SIX.!!
haha get the joke ?? lol
funny ya! ha
hahahahahahahaha
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
6:14 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
FUCK!!!!
dang it.
my handphone is LOST.
100% stolen by some bitch face who dun hav teh sexht to get one!!
asshole cheebye mudafucker!!!
aww man.
i cant beluiv ma phone ditches me for some fugger!!
if u happen to see it, pls do sth good yea and return it to me. it isnt the phone that im so upset abt. its everything inside. its the photos. the smses. everything i once had. but will not anymore. jus fuckin gimme back teh sim card if u insist on keepin it. dang man. =((
=( this is so bad. things jus get worse and worse and WORST YEA.
oh man. will it ever get any better.
wuteva.
i hav stopped prayin since.
and i will nvr ever do. cos beliefs are all a lie. trust are all fuck .
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
5:32 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
HAPPPY BTHDAY MATTHEUS !!!
haha. almost forgot that buggers birthday. good pal yea =p
anw. josh me,xun and wilson is gon go get some stuffs for the bday boy =))
hahaha. get ready for a BEEEG surprise dude =)
right now. ive jus finished studyin dunno how many fuggin chapters of maths. grin. big praise for me pls. and national treasure is teh sexht man. i nvr knew how nice it was until now. when i caught i @ start movie yst. lololol. =p
if only i cld find some treasures too pls. id be teh richest guy in the whole wide world! yay!
ok. gotta go! ta!
purple pants or bright pink slacks
it aint gon matter no shit to you anw.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:30 PM
im back home. once again i am alone.
back to teh square one.
town to meet yan hao and jiezhen.
checked out teh movie time for pirates. den jiezhen complained that shes hungry.
' ok luh. why not eat at cines. yoshi?' -me and yanhao
' huh. but i dun like to eat yoshi.'
' bk? kfc? pasta? foodcourt?'' no.no.no.'
so we walked alllllllllllll the freakin way to take to satisfy this girl. =)
den at take.
' crystal jade? mos? ''coffee club?' me and yanhao
'no!.' -jiezhen.
grr.
' on a second thought. i think i better eat yoshi.'
ahmagod. -faint. go figure man. jiezhen is jus so cool. =p den wil came meet us.
haha. i could swear teh food fest @ take is teh sexht man. =p there are so many food! it stars me and yanhao. so like some hungry pigs, we went ard ta binge. yes. wit jiezhen complainin abt how we guys are like pigs and yadayada..
-.-''
=)
haha. but we rlly went on some binge sprreee man. and i guess the only times i feel quite happy was when i was like stuffin myself wit teh icecream. the donut. more icecream. sausage. ahahahah. cute man! awww. my stomach is positively LOADED.
den wilson was like goofin himself wit free samples @ almost every booths. lololol. haha.
so much for that ! we actly missed 30 mins of pirates.
laugh. =p
pirates was. alright i guess. not impressive. but i can get by wit that. =p
den after that,, wil and me went for teh meetin . rather productive. i supposed. hope it turned out like sexht, =p
sth turned me off after that. and it disturbed me pretty much to wana leave. sorry guys. i jus cant help myself. i felt so sad @ tht point .. and.. oh wuteva.
so this supposedly great day came to an awful end. but still. thanks yanhao n jiezhen for takin time off to accompany me. and tolerate my shit and my STUPID jokes. =)
why did the soldier came back in bras and panties after they won a battle?
COS THEY CAME BACK IN TRIUMPH.
hahahaahahahahahhahahawahhahawhahahah.
hahaha.
haha
ha.
dang. its funny luh pls.
wuteva. =p fuck you la!
: D
was i dreamin all along?
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
7:46 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
hmmm
maybe i shld jus be gracious and givin. and jus let you go to that fug yea.
though thats really is fuckin easy said than done. but since i aint rlly used to the 'beggin you back' kinda style. neither do i like being seen as that, and lettin u hav the pleasure of manipulatin me ard.
yep. thats my choice. after that fuggin llooooooooooooong talk with sher.
thanks anw. uve been sucha great friend.
haw.
wuteva.
feelin like shit now. anw. its beetter to hav one more friend and one less enemy. so why make myself an enemy to them ?? over her.
it jus aint worth it man. lol.
the worlds unfair. theres many thing i wished i hadnt known of. after all ignorance is still bliss. if you know mroe details, it jus amke you more disgusted and frustrated.
dang it man,
gon meet josh , bry they all lata,
discuss abt the thing again. man. things are not rlly like going well. hope we can get some dancers beatboxas wuteva heck la.
maybe i shld go watch pirates, though comments till now are .. the shows so dang thrillin i fell asleep. wowow. shld i waste my money for that hur??
anyone wana watch pirates wit me. and to put up wit my grumblin and occasional moodswings as well.. msg me aight.
the night is young. should i ask you for one last dance?
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
11:00 PM
fuck man. i cant stand this nemore.
i cant beliv i stayed up whole night for this.
i shared so much more than u shared wit him pls.
do i hav a chance???
shld i pluck up my courage to talk to you and ask you back??
baby..
dang.
will i hav a chance?? if i shld talk to you. would i get snub??
would i get rejected openly.
would you care? or would you jus brush me off .. or jus dun even reply me.
is it that hard to even bring urself to face me baby??
=(
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:26 AM
fuck man. i cant stand this nemore.
i cant beliv i stayed up whole night for this.
i shared so much more than u shared wit him pls.
do i hav a chance???
shld i pluck up my courage to talk to you and ask you back??
baby..
dang.
will i hav a chance?? if i shld talk to you. would i get snub??
would i get rejected openly.
would you care? or would you jus brush me off .. or jus dun even reply me.
is it that hard to even bring urself to face me baby??
=(
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:26 AM
where love is concern. teh line shld be drawn as it is. clear.
i need to vent my frustrations yea. so here goes. if youd dump me for him. thats the silliest choice, cos firstly , he looks like hell. hes an absolute fuck hole if you ask me. there is nothing remotely close to attractive abt him.
oh yucks. and secondly. hes a pureasshole who cant stand competition and even go to teh extent to demean others. this shows jus abt how much quality he has yea.
and hes not half as nice as i was to you aight.
if im that bad. what fuck does he have to stay on??
oh god, im actin like such a wanksta. but it rlly does make me feel good fuckin him.
...
i jus wished hed fuck off or sth, such a sore eye.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:22 AM
omg.
i feel like crap all over inside out. i rlly need some place to pour out all that i felt. all those fucked up emotions that i like burnin inside me.
i wished i can forget everything man. i wished i can just put you out of my mind once and for all. it has taken_______ hat long for me to forget abt you. very long. and the pain still stays aight. it nvr goes. each day id jus think abt your face. your lovely smiles. the things we did together. all the fun we had. and how you used to call me yours. which now really mean nothing to noone anymore hur. at least to you i guess.
to me. each day is fuckin pure torture thinkin abt you and him. and what you did with him each day ? do you hav long conversation with him through night like you used to with me? . ever since that day when that happened.. everything changed man.
its like my life changed totally. i start to go into your blog which i hardly do then. when i admit i dun care much shit abt your life. waht you do with all your friends... ..
but now. it dang means so much to me.
..
do you know how its like to miss someone?? you think abt that person day and night. all day long. every second of your life.back then, i cant beliv that ppl would think abt someone for almost every second. but now.. i have the pleasure of experiencin it first hand
fuck man. id giv all hell jus to forget you. but ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i cant stand it anymroe. i dun wana be a player in this game anymroe. I JUST WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME. !!!dun ignore me baby. i rlly cant stand that. i rlly cant. its hurtin like fuck inside.
i had become like ttly krunk out. gg onto friendster jus to see yur damn profile. see what whether that guy has added you a testimonial and what you did with him. i nvr do such things baby. i nvr did. friendster blogs and everything has been so meaningless to me then. but now its like fuck. thats the only way i can know abt you. ahh. i feel like a stalker. and i feel so low all of a sudden.
this is pure grossness man. i rlly miss you like fuck. till i wana puke aight. ahh. jus take me back baby. pls. im sorry i had to beg. but its rlly too much to take.im sorry i din git a fuck abt you before. im sorry i had been sucha jerk. always ignorin ur smsses.. treatin you like ure always there.
like they say. its only when its gone that you rls its presence.
how true huh.
ha ha ha.
i cant stop sayin how much i miss you la. the mroe i say it the more i feel like sayin it. dang. this is so unlike me. this is hell. fuck. fag. whore. shit. crap.
if it isnt for you. life would be so much better. so much man.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
10:03 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
school!! ended early
yep
so im off with teh guys to dota . hahahaha. haven dotaed wit them for like so long. in fact, schs had gotten me so dang busy that i had hardly touched computer games.
yep. so wtf. i got so fuckin rusty alrdy laa.! =(( boohoo.
i got owned by wilson so many bloody times pls. ENUFF. i will train up mighty mighty and come and pawn ur asshole head! wait and see wil! =p=p the onced defeated king shall come to power AGAIN. hawhaw. aight. that is lame
=p
den some mutdth head bengs there start to challenge us . whatever shit. they got owned and started to get real nasty and vulgar. gee. wtf. and we nearly got into a fight after the war of vulgarites hurled. hahaha. tis quite comical actly. how we stand outside paradiz, all in one group ready to charge or sth. but the tension real high.. though those mutts rlly look fuckin puny. knnbccb.
wuteva. but as gentleman and the proud member of a CIVILIZED society, we decide to leave things as it is. and spare those mutts broken arms and legs. cos if they were to take us up. hahahahahahahah. gwaf. they will prollly cry nd beg us for mercy, lol.
haha.
den pooled @ meridien. long time nvr pool there alrdy pls. =p the uncle is still as joker and nice as usual. lol.
den gelare. ewwww. the icecream there and the wuteva pancake is gross! i hate it positively. dang it man. i almost puked.
haw.
yep. nd thats abt today yea. home. gotta mug lata. =) nebody wanna study wit me.. sms me or sth yea. blablabla.... =p toodles :/
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
6:39 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
http://purefren.net/pureland/viewSi.htm
check this out man. these girls sure can fight the fuck out. omfg.
dang it. i cant beliv i spent like the past 6 to 7 hrs surfin the net. randomly aimlessly.
omfg. i broke record man. haha. i nvr knew readin other ppls blogs.. lookin @ shitass friendsters is so dang fun. aight. actly not fun. i rather go out and pool or sth. or hav a movie marathon wit the gays again =)
wahaha.
but i found out a lota things laa. like hmmm matt .. ahhahaa
oh whatever. if u pay me enf money. i might keep my faggin mouth shut.
den went down to the foodcenter to eat. lol. i ate wanton mee !! =)
wheeeeee!
>< den got this girl she walked and bumped in to me. den instead of sayin sorry she curse me and scold me cheebye.
dang her. bloody mother fucker.
mad ass arr u!!
haha but being so gentlemanly, i jus shoot her a fucked up look and walk away. man. what has this world become. =p
den den den.. i walked home.
tv :)
singapore idol . emilee kang shld jus like fuck off wit her gross out voice yea. hell man. hahaha.
yea. back up on the computer. ...
what a shit ass day. im so krunk out. =( i cant beliv i rather go on the com and fucked my time away than go do some homework and some revision. ok! from today right at 9.54 pm, 12 july, i am goin to mug like hell. so im off to study till midnight.
=p. in the mean time miss me aight.
byeee/!!
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
6:51 AM
oh man
im so tired. . . .
i feel quite bad. haha. for cuttin teh training.
but the sun is jus so hot and i feeel so sick and all. ok. thats not rlly an excuse. whatever.
teh competition is like drawin damn fuckin near. but guess how many trainin i have been to since the jun hols? yep. this is the first one.
oh shit man. i guess i jus lost teh position as a jumper. and also all teh position. fine wutever. teh coach threaten to kick me outa team. im too busy for them shit anw. so . yes. fine.
=p
haha. so now im at home. sulkin like some fuga.
dang it.
aww im bored / nobodys online. ihate to be stuck @ home on a wednesday afternoon. and noone is bloody @ home. =(
and i went to surf that darliinn ipod blog. dang. its gone.
oh how sad man. she has prolly got caught or sth.naw. wish her best of luck anw. wish to see her bloggin sometime soon eh. =p right. now whats gon keep me company. dammit.
someone ask me out if ure as bored as me and if ure readin teh blog rite now.
=p
i used to hav my castle and the horse. but now its all gone. and im so sad.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
1:10 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
ok some update abt yst.
cos din get ta as we got caught skippin cheong's lab.
ahwhawhawh. gwaf. what a joke. so fuckin unlucky.
aight. den leon, that bastard gay nearly cried because the teacher threatened to kick us outa sch!! wtf!! hahaha gay man leon! ok sorry. i understand how u feel. cos we are so damn sway and all! =pp
dendendenden!
anw yst. met teh pimps @ somerset.
jus goofed ard. pooled. and lata we decide to catch some movie cos we havent done so together for like bloody fuckin long time. den we decide to catch superman. =p
and in the midst of decidin to watch superman , we decide to watch some ghost shows first to wait for the starting of superman. hahaha yay. so we have wats that called. a movie marathon!!
woots! i feel like a lill lil boy again. aha.
but then when superman finally started... all of us are like dozin off like pigs
!!
haha. but nice show anw. =)
den drink a lill. chiled. and all of us went zachs house ta sleep. rich boy. big house. yummy.
haha. den in the morning, we went sch together!
lol. as you might hav guessed. we were all LATE. =p
haawhahwahwaahw gwaf.
its like the big bunch of us. man wat a fuckin fun night i ahd with teh pimps. haven spent soo much time wit them. rlly miss you guys yea. rock.
=p
ya.den yadayada.. cut classses cos we were tired shit. and get caught. and life goes on.
aight. enough of my borin lonnnng entry post. =p gotta go eat my dinner. yum.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
4:54 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
yooohooooo! while you guys are busy krunkin it up in school..
hehehe
'
im in teh sch lab slackin my ass out '
hawhawhahwawhaw
yep. ponned teh lab wit matt jon leon again.''
omg. at this rate im gon die for my a levels!!
help me
gasp. ok this is the fuckin last time im gone pon lesson
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
7:30 PM
school is a boooore today.
everyone is DEAD and shackin off because of socca. im so tired i can positively die. slept at 5 yst man! heh . why did italy win..!! hahaha.. but it was an ownage game with a nice dramatic ending to mr zidane chestbuttin some italian playa sendin him flyin across teh field.
lol. poor o zidane. hes too easily krunked up by what that $^$^% say! go kick some doors. hawhawhaw.
dang man. school suckhs because of teh physics ct. shackshackshack!!!!!
i forgot all the formulas plspls!! but. hawhaw. me and shane did manage to do something.. ha ha ha. yea. so i guess we d do jus aight.
den lata me shane bry yanhao decided to skip teh last lecture hall to SLEEP. ahaha loser man us. we jus pretend to go to the library and slept on that comfy sofa.
after sch went straight home. den i tried to top up my fuckin ezlink and the whackedup machine wun work. so feelin frustrated i kicked teh machine and got that damn scoldin from the staffs. wuteva. jus stfu. den in teh mrt some fucked up bastard country bumps kept chattin away among themselves. aight,. i mean it is alright to chat. but you dun hava scream and shout in your rough uncouth god knows what fucked up shit. omg. it is positively a fuckin turn off havin to bear their stench and awful voice all at teh same time.
dang. i feel so moody and grumpy all day. even such little stuffs fucked me up.
snores. me still feelin tired man. lata still hav ta go meet yanhao ben and teh guys.
aight. im off. hav a nice day everyone.=p
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
5:45 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
heyhey!
im homeeee! ok. why am i ttacht happy anw .. lool.
met@ rocky master wit teh guys. and discuss abt the plan , time date venue. detailed. money. budget all them sexht. complicated. but it turned out to be a fruitful meetin.
hawhawhaw.
bloody hell. this better works ok. i hav gotten myself so damn krunk out for this whole thang. =)) cant wait for the dec hols yea. hahaha.
den dine @ cofee club. and waited so damn bloody long for siting and jiezhen. girls will be girls .=p
aight. betted my ass on france this time. so france better do me proud YA.
lol. alright, im off to get some shack. im gon wake up @ exactly 3 to watch teh match. even though i hav this fuckin important physics interlogue tmr. woots. time rlly does flies yea. so soon. before we even know it world cup is finally over. dang im gon miss it .
yep. bye everyone. suport FRANCE. =p
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
5:15 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
YAY! germany won!!
i won my bet!
but only jus 20 bucks.
lol
dang. cant beliv im stil up so late. im tired. i need some sleep.snores.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
2:14 PM
hellllo everyone!!
sentosa wit jon, mr dannielle , shawn , and t3h girls.
wow man. the sentosa sun is bootylicious good today yea. so jus whack ard.. beachball.. swam..
haha... we also tried to swim across to an island across the beach. haha. wtf! rach and pelyn are NOOB swimmers. pelyn almost drowned like jus less than halfway.. omg. it is dang embarrassin! how she attracted the attention of the lifeguards.
ma dear pelyn =p if i were to know anyone who flirts so hard, even to teh extent of gettin herself killed. its you.lol.. jus kiddin.. =p=p but its scary man! so pls. dun ever try to swim across teh sea. you ll jus get ta swallow loads and loads of dirty salty issass sea water.
haha. so yep. i got this fantastic tan .. hot. whoowhee!! =p but it was shack laa. since we had been there since 11 to 3.. so i feel practically burnt to teh max. wtf.
den town.
horrible day after that. since we were all so fucked up and burnt outta our life. billybombers for lunch/dinner..
pretty good food. yumm.
ahhhh. i m so dang tired..
lata im gon catch that match wit germany +portugal. oh dear. both are ma most fav team laa!!! who shld i root for????! i hate to do this. but i thk i like germany more. therefore. germany you must win okokokokokk!!!! im bettin my life out for you. GO MY GERMANY! i will win$$$$ and prove it to tat show off CHERIEEE!! whao! =p
anw. there is this young girl who likes to carry condom ard her bag. and talk abt how she wishes to have sex.and how she has an ipod. in fact. she even has a beeeeyoutifull countdown to her 'RIVERS OF BLOOD ' whoowheeeahahahahaahahaha. gwafgwafgwaF. its plain amusing readin how she explains everything in such explicit details.
"Do you know what it's like to be aroused? There were more explicit descriptions I could include but that I'd get flamed for. Alright, do you know what it's like to be so bloody aroused you can feel your underwear and it's soaking? Do you know what it's like to writhe beneath someone else, gasping in desire? >_>
oh god. she is noob and she sucks. but wuteva.
ihaveanipod.blogspot.com
i write sins. not tragedies.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
7:52 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
dammit. got back my chem test.
guess how much i got yea?
bloody fucking 41 %.
wtphark.
chem was one of my better subjs.
and i majorly screw up my orals. hellllp me!!!
$#%%&
why cant i score! whywhywhy! im so jinxed!
lunch @ food republic.
boring place. im so bored out of my life.
sim lim. den i got ma zenvm. thx viv for helpin me choose the color. i was pretty sure i wld choose the pink one =p if it wasnt for you. hahaha..
wtphark. how does that thing work newway??? why is that thang so hard ta control!!
ok. send me songs. or vid wuteva. im gon loooad tet shit to death!
and world cup
my fav portugal and germany got fucked up so badly . im so sad! waste my time wakin up early in the morn!! and also my bet. wtfwtf!!! i lost like 100 bucks!!
kiss mah ass la!
pfft.
aight. i fuckin hate italy. so the only choice for me is france i guess. when is my luck gon change yea???? this time im bettin for france. lemme win.
OR ELSE.
=p
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
6:13 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
i hate to be blamed for things i didnt do.
esp when it was pharkin not my damned fault in teh first place.
sometimes i think you rlly have taken it too far.
... i know what you are thinkin. but that doesnt mean i hav to say im wrong and apologise even when its clearly your fault all the time.
i hav let in to you like dozen millions of time. and each time.. you jus push your limit more. i feel like you dun even take me seriously.
man. bastard. i rlly hate this.. fuck. i hate feeling like i ahv been used and stepped on and dumped away carelessly.
you dun bother. fine.
you dun bother even when im like waiting for you for almost 4 hrs. sittin there like some pharked up idiot. my only hope is that youd call me back. ha. you did eventually. after four hours. and all teh fucked up reason of all the world you give is that you have to go meet someone else.
ha. fine. the funnier thing is that. in the end.. it becomes my fault. it becomes my fault that i woke up early and go all the way to town to wait for you. it becomes my fault that you hav to meet someone else. it becomes my fault that i calle dyou and you fuckin dun wana pick up.
seriously. what motherfuckin shit is that?
arr..im in this wanky mood now. i rlly dunno what ta do man. i rlly dun like what youre doin to me. i hate feelin used like that.
.....
wuteva. jus fucked off. aight im off.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
2:07 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
JUS ANOTHER DAY.
im so sorry to yall ppl. den, jieping, jon, phil and...
sorry i din meet you guys.
but i was really off myself today.
the moment i opened up my eyes, which is like the fuckin hawt afternoon... i jus couldnt bring myself to wake up.
i jus feel like i fuckin dun hav the strength to hurl my ass up from my bed.
haha..
sorry aight. sorry for not callin earlier and makin you guys wait so long.
heh. and this fuckin weather is fuckin gettin on ma nerve.
...
jus stayed at home today.
im feelin rlly sick. runnin on fever. and also sick of evrything else. sick of your lies.. your pathetic attempt at makin sad excuses.. and sick of town. sick of gg out. and seein hordes and hordes of ppl rushin here and there.
suddenly i feel like a lill kid who always think home is the safest place on earth.wtf i hav been havin that feelin lately. i feel so safe. so quiet at home. at least noone will come with you with a smile and a dagger all at one time. shack man. to think all these years i had tried to stay away from my house as much as possible.
come to think of it. i sorta miss havin my dad, mum, sis ard.. hehe. maybe i shld stay home everyday from now onwards.
dang. bloody hell. wth has become of me.
heh.
guess i jus need some time alone. to get over the coldness of some truths.
yep. off ta watch tv. play my xbox. and maybe eat hell lots.
jus stuffed myself to death.
hawhawhaw. life of the 17 year old who never grows up.
=)
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
1:56 AM