Monday, July 03, 2006
i hate to be blamed for things i didnt do.
esp when it was pharkin not my damned fault in teh first place.
sometimes i think you rlly have taken it too far.
... i know what you are thinkin. but that doesnt mean i hav to say im wrong and apologise even when its clearly your fault all the time.
i hav let in to you like dozen millions of time. and each time.. you jus push your limit more. i feel like you dun even take me seriously.
man. bastard. i rlly hate this.. fuck. i hate feeling like i ahv been used and stepped on and dumped away carelessly.
you dun bother. fine.
you dun bother even when im like waiting for you for almost 4 hrs. sittin there like some pharked up idiot. my only hope is that youd call me back. ha. you did eventually. after four hours. and all teh fucked up reason of all the world you give is that you have to go meet someone else.
ha. fine. the funnier thing is that. in the end.. it becomes my fault. it becomes my fault that i woke up early and go all the way to town to wait for you. it becomes my fault that you hav to meet someone else. it becomes my fault that i calle dyou and you fuckin dun wana pick up.
seriously. what motherfuckin shit is that?
arr..im in this wanky mood now. i rlly dunno what ta do man. i rlly dun like what youre doin to me. i hate feelin used like that.
.....
wuteva. jus fucked off. aight im off.
EMOWACKKID SWORE AT YOU @
2:07 AM
