fagoff

2007-02-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

happy cny pricks

shod be happy i guess

but im jus not

nd my angpao money very littlle! hehe

not that im complaining. but 100++++

PLS!

=p=p

ate lots nd lots. nd my stomach is like fuckin growin bigger!

nd to think theres soon gon be a game on thurs! ahh! i need to diet desperately. i need to gym! i need to do more press!

good luck with you and him

if i cant give you happiness, there is no point watchin your world from afar.

if u truly love someone, you will give her happiness, even if she has to leave you

oooh! i sound so emo !

alright. ohwell

i guess i shall go eat SOMEMORE! =]

and i still miss you! =p=p

'byee!

2007-02-07T06:06:00.000-08:00

Our time is ending, I feel it's only just begun
And I'm frustrated, I can't believe you're not the one

My ears are bleeding, her voice resides inside my head
And now I'm choking, release this noose around my neck

baby. i love you. i tried so hard to give you everything you want. but it still wasnt enough.

i tried so hard to fight back the jealousy. the tears. the pain. but it still wasnt enf.

i tried so hard to keep up a brave front

when all that is behind is simply. breakin apart.

fuck love.

each time i give my all, i see my world fallin all apart.

maybe i should jus play ard like how i used to. maybe love is jus a fleetin moment of fantasy and lust.

Will I just fall to pieces?

or am i alright?

These are my final words to you
I know you're listening, can you hear me
The time has come to say goodbye
These are my final words, to you

2006-10-29T01:55:00.000-08:00

busy busy

i jus rls how fuckin long i haven blog.

haha

down to beez wit sean, gabriel nd matt they all

wow wow. super happening pls. so many weird costumes. scary. i think im ona the BEST lookin inside. ha ha ha

but its rlly cool la.

then drank a lill. nd sharon started to get rllly rllly drunk. i mean like o.O mad.

haahaha. went down to the dance floor nd started pullin everyone. me nd matt still gotta hold her down pls. muahaha. lousy leh.

cab down to cocolatte lata wit some guys, jun xiang nd a few buncha.

cute.

2006-08-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

KRUNK@sentosa {1st sept 06} !
Message: Do you wanna go for the craziest, funnest beach
party of the year??

KRUNK@sentosa
( Fountain Garden )
1st Sept 06 // 6pm - 6am

Presale tix at SGD$20.00 !
->> includes island entry + 1 free drink !

This party is for ALL AGES and NO CRAZY ID CHECKS!

1 Beach
2 Tickets to New York's Hell's Kitchen
8 Monster 18" earthquake sub woofers
120 Indie merchans and stores
8,000 Pulsating bodies
20,000 Jugs
100,000 Sq ft of sand and foam.

KRUNK - THE BEACH PARTY

The Empress Mdm Calpurnia Soong IV and her
officers cordially invite you to join us for an
electirfying night at the beach.

Do not miss "The Flesh Parade" where 15 elite
young men from the various rugby teams, water polo
teams and swimming squads square off against 15
lovely ladies in search of pure inner sanctum
where the heavenly, bodies, the sinful curves and
the unyielding six packs reside..

Hosted by Jamie Yeo together with Cher "Le
Sophistique" With encore appearances by The
Fabulous Kumar and Sheikh Haikel

Get high and wet at the Foam party arena where
only bikinis and boardshorts need apply!

KRUNK - THE MARKET

Featuring more than 100 indie merchants selling
discounted items (apparels, bags, accesories etc.)
and featurning everything from the weird sciences, to
designer foods, to very suggestive kissing,
marriage booths to the darker tarot card readers
and crystal ball tellers..

The SEARCH is now on for Singapore's CRAZIEST,
MOST FLAMBOYANT, MOST PROVOCATIVE, MOST CREATIVE
stall of the year! And we will fly you and your
friend to NEW YORK free!

So bring your PETS, LIGHTSTICKS, FRIENDS, it's
gonna be ONE WILD NIGHT of non-stop action, music
and dance to remember!

GETTING THERE / BACK

Sentosa Shuttle Bus leaves from Harbour Front Bus
Stop to venuew at regular intervals and operates
till late.

KRUNK - SURVIVAL

1) This is a rain or shine event.
2) Please come with your beach gear and be
prepared to party all night.
3) The Krunk Market stalls accept CASH ONLY.
4) Limited locker service will be provided so you
are advised to travel light
5) Alcoholic drinks served to people who are 18
and above. So bring your ID for prove.

ok wuteva. i know its like a bit too late.and i still got LOADS of tics i havent sold out yet.

oh mudda fff.

somebody help me out man.

and i got loads of things i need to buy and DO.

boardshots. slippas. tee. ..

yes shawn. lets go get em.

uhh

nd ive been fallen sick so often.

=(

nd prelims and everything are drivin me crazy. i need ta slow down mann.

grrr.

ok today is like a wasted night. im jus joshin ard at home.

not to mention alone. jus drivin myself crazy wit maths sums and fucked up physics stuffs.

oh man. its rare to see me workin so hard.

hee.

ima good boy. whata do?

...

gon go to teh beach tmr with ben, jian and a few others. maybe .see if im in the mood. -.

aight. peace out folks.

nights.

2006-08-15T22:52:00.000-07:00

heck everyone.

my conclusion for today.

exams are screw brained motthafuckers.

uhh

anw. i ponned sch halfway. cos all teh lessons are like damn boring. so me, ben yeo and jiehao jus walked out of the school.

nd i guess its cos of this period of ct and tests that EVERYONE is ponning schoollll!

damnit!

everybody is like super kiasu. thats like less that 1/2 of the class present today can..??

so wtf. lessons are like super slack...

wts the point. i rather go.

anw. i jus cant study anymore. i cant wait to fuckin get outta sch and be YOUNG. for once in my whole life/ the schs system in singapore is like ttly screwin the helloutta all of us man..

damn.

and a kind advice for yawl choosing subj. DUN CHOOSE BIO.

ohmyfffffgg.

bio is like .. how fuckin ... uh.

first you nt only gotta learn abt genetic engineerin and all them fuckin translation.. transcription.. you also gotta learn abt them freaaaks who win some crap nobel prize. lemme list some. after me intensive muggin of bio.. HEEHEE

ok i know abt meselson and stahl theory .. hershey and chase experiment, watson and crick..frederick griffith.,. avery etal.. linus paulin.. rosalind and franklin. AND A LOT MORE.

i mean WTH.

why do we hav to learn how some freak test DNA with micee.. or how we separate the heavy and light DNA?? and how we test for 5' 3'.. ITS MEANINGLESS.

ok after my above rants .. i feel much more relieved . good stress relievin.

heh. i nvr pass bio once in my whole life.

.. wuteva. back to studyin yawl.

2006-08-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

yst.

went ta watch fireworks again. haha.. but wit jose, leichao mike and yanning. actly, we din plan to watch.. its jus cos we had nth to do. singapore is so small. -whines.

haha. its as crowded as usual.

so like wtf

den lata went ta tcc to chill a bit.

went ta check out the alex's party @ cheeky.

alright. nice party nd everything.

i guess i drank too much. wtf.

booze till i puke. my first party in since dunno whn. but damn im gettin sick of al this shit partying stuffs. its rlly gettin meaningless and total waste of monaye.

=p

stayed over @ leichao's house.

but had ta leave early cos of a pms-ing father. so.

now that im home. imfuckin shaggggggggg. i wana sleep.

bye homiess

2006-08-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

wake up

cos i have been waiting for you to open your eyes.

ahh.

everyday has been madness. and this week is absolutely holy mama bootylicious,

cos everyday. wait. almost everyday would be a HOLIIDAY

PARTYYYY GUYS!

=p

wild

ok alright. haven been bloggin for so long man. lemme backdate to YESTERDAY.

pon that stupid sch celebration. haha. den went to town to meet bryan, yanhao and some guys some girls which i dun rlly know.

..

so we jus pooled a lill bit. den went far east to shop. is it me, or is far east gettin rlly disgustin/. ohmy. i dunno. but the clothes there seemed to be for bengs.

nvm

so after that. ate @ rockymaster. den slack a while. before heading to cityhall.

holyshit pls

its like so fuggin crowded there! everybody is gonna watch the fireworks. wheee! i love crowds aight. its simply fabulaaas

haha./ but its hard to move abt. and by the time we reached esplanade its like wtf 845?!!

and we cant get a seat cos everyone has alrdy gotten one. so its like damn fucked up. we had to take lill tiny steps and try to squeeze as hell in to get a better view. thank goodness we all are slim man.

ok. maybe except bryan. hahah.

and i accidentally stamped on one woman's feet. like absolutely .HAHAHAH. i jus cant stop laughin pls. ok this is mean. nd embarrassin. but its like squashin some meatloaf or sth.

wtf.

hahaha.

and fireworks is nice la.

though not rlly worth pushin and wrestlin ard for 2 hrs jus to catch like 10 mins of fireworks? nd whats the point of videotapin down them fireworks anyway?

itd no longer be the same watchin it on the screen or on still picture ..

haha.

but the night is cool. nd esplanade is full of mutts.

=p

wuteva.

chatted a lill at the softball field.

ok! shall update soon!

2006-08-06T04:20:00.000-07:00

i watched shes teh man. ahmagad. that show is quite nice. oh rather nice. hahaha. im slow i know

but its a nice show still

=)

but amanda doesnt as hell look like a guy pls! ahhaha so girly the girl still like?! dank!

=p

anw i thk the endin is quite nice yea. wootswoots

aight. now at joshes house. gg home soon. bloody fugga. we practically did no shit @ his hsoue today. except play pool. nd play more pool. nd play xbox. --which i haven played for a dank long time.

hhahaha. but its fun. though our proj presentation is so as hell gona die tme.

!!

help us out yea.

nd did i tell yall that my ez link got stolen. damnit fugga shit. who teh hell wld wana take my ez link pls!! not the wallet. jus the card. oh hell.i guess im jus too handsome inside then. prolly one of ma fans took it. wahahahhaha. ok kiddin. wuteva. =/

its like damn inconvenient. haha but i get ta cab everywhere i like! so wtf.

ok. gotta rush!

nighties ma homayes!

I was dreaming of the past,
And my heart was beating fast.
I began to loose control,
I began to loose control.
I didn't mean to hurt you,
Im sorry that I made you cry.
I didn't want to hurt you,
I'm just a jealous guy.

2006-08-05T19:16:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey

went ta sentosa yst.

tanned.

but the sun sucks shit core yea.
D=

so its jus like that. din get much tan. nd yanhao. plsstop flexin those muscles. its like wtffhark. so bhb. hahaha=p

anw. im off. bad day. bye.

wtfuck is with me ?!
kenneth =.=''
yes im anti social

2006-08-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

aye

i haven blogged for such a swanky long time aye

=p

hahaha.

lifes goin good for me.

schs had kept me busy al day. perhaps way to busy to think abt anything else. so im like some hardcore mugga now.

swank isint it =p

anw.

played some soccer in the afternoon with zhihao nd guys.

hahah. its fun. soccers fun. every guys wil fall in love wit it somehow or another, ok maybe not. maybe not teh geeks.=p

hawhawhawh.

den went out with zheming nd yanhao.. ta town. den yanhao ask gil along. lol. the poor guy. he ahs such huge dank crush on gil. such that everywhere he goes. he mus bring gil along. =p hahaha becareful gil!

=p

hahaha but good luck still.!! :>

ya. thats abt all today. nd on the way home.. i was talkin to zheming abt our future. haha. it seems sorta early to talk abt the future. but actly its not. its like so far. but yet so cruelly near to you

all parta growin up.

its sad. but we gon face it aye. we were talkin abt what we gon do when we go to teh uni. nd how all buncha us pimps are ever goin to meet again. cos friendship seemed very bleak. it seems almost elusive. as if it cld be there. nd the nxt moment. its gone. so the idea is . we gotta move on. leave the past behind. make new friends. get on wit life

ok.

in short. im not ready to grow up. im nt ready to serve for my country. or take up some swank professions like lawyer or wuteva.

ha.

life.

2006-07-29T20:01:00.000-07:00

i cant go ard feeling like this anymore!

it rlly sucks.

it is destroyin me. and all teh ppl ard me!! =(

nd i jus found out that u r talkin wit one of my best frends.. i know it means nth. but still. wuteva. i dun rlly wana fal out wit him cos of you yea. so wuteva. fuckfuckfuck. i had nvr ever hated myself so dank much.

everyone tells me to forget it. but its jus so hard. ...

if miracle happens.

neway. on yst bbq. haha was a blast. we jus sat there waitin for teh food to come while the girls prepared. wink.

hahahaha. but beeeg thanks to sheralyn,joyce, eveeyy and everyone!

haha. the fooood is absolutely yumm

:>

den jus sat ard ta play bridge. hell how does that thang works????

lololol.

its dank stupid. had some late night party at the beach .hahaha.

our own copyrighted beach party. lol..

welll into teh night. its fun spendin times with you guys uhh.

nd thanks denise and xun for tryin so hard to cheer me up. =p hearts to uu

den slept @ the chalet. damn cramped aight! but heh heh i get to sleep on teh bed. woooh . talk abt crafty. -l-''

ye. so now im back home. gg to sleep again. my chronic cycle is like -.-'' all upside down. wuteva.

2006-07-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

oh fuck

i jus woke up.

dank man. shld i still go for teh bbQ?

ITS LIKE SO LATE! IM HUNGRY LIKE FARK! den lata even if i go teh food wld be alll gone. ahhh.

..

anw. i rlly dun beliv that u din see ur phone from morning till now. id rlly love to believe u but fuck wit it aight. jus forget it.

when u said that i dun care cos i can afford to lose you. i rlly feel like jus shouting and shouting at you till you finally get how i feel. is it how u have felt all the time u r wit me??
..

maybe i was wrong abt you girl. and maybe you were wrong about yourself.

you can afford to lose me.

not the damn way round.

fuck.

aight. danny boy jus called. i thk i might go for teh bbq =p so it hasnt started yet. mooooaaahahahhaa. food. here i come! =p

2006-07-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

hey yall

just came home

snorressss

yst was those days what the hell day.

met joshua, kee, yanhao and zl in town yst. haha. great bruudas like always. rocky masters. nd ate pizze there. we just pooled ard. den decided to cab down for soma those shisha.

den after that, stupid kee received a call from his wasted gf. lool.

apparently, that poor girl had a lill drink too much @ iguana. haha. -.-'' so we all went ta xouk while poor kee had ta go send his girl home. lol. you owe kee one jac!! u shldve seen how bad kee wanted to party that day! =p jus kiddin =p

but still.

anw the party was aight. the music was good nd everything else is perfect..=] lol. but assholes josh and bry had too much booze. after the party, they jsut collapsed on the dance floor like some bastards.

lmao.

den me nd yanhao, the only sober ones who can hold good liquor =p had to carry them fugas on ouur back/!!

ahahaha

dang it man.

so after that, we all decide we are too wasted and shag nd we rlly wanted to go home so badly. i cant cos i lied to me dad that i went for some camp. which he apparently believed =)

then.. we decide to allll go to lee's house. cos his parents are so called not around. we cabbed allll them way to toapayoh. nd when we reached teh house! wtf!

lee's parents were home. so cos of this lee got in to damn much trouble, with all teh booze and stuffs. nd lies. complicated pls. ... thye were jus hollering at each other. the shouts got so bad that the police actly came. zomg.

its like damn fucked up nd everything. -.-'' .

we got this fucked up dressing down from him

damn man. nd we were told to go.

ugh.

wuta blast.what fuck.

$#&^%*^&(

if only that stubborn jack wuld jus calm down nd listen to us. (no offense lee. hope ure alright) =p

so jus slept outside the bench @ yakun. blenchod

its like how cool.

-.-''

so im so damn tired now gon sleep soon. nd study for ma ct lata. nd go down to east coast for some bbq..

nighties homies.

2006-07-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

home

grumbled.

home alll day long.

cos i pon sch.

welll nt exactly pon. jus called it sick. mentally sick or physically sick

suits me jsu fine.

guess cos i had worked till 5 yst in teh morn. muddafucka

=p

heh.

so boring.

wuteva.

cheer me up pls. nd who wana go out @ night. git me a call.

2006-07-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

i dunno since when i become sucha lit freak.

haha but chance upon some rlly ncie quotes.

rlly touching.

so presenting to YA. BEAUTY TIPS.

for all ladies who wana stay beeeyoooutiful your whole life, this one is a surefire beauty tips.

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge you’ll never walk alone...

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed and redeemed...

Never throw out anybody.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm.

As you grow older you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

lol. i think girls should srsly follow all these man. then teh world can be a better place. cos ya. human are jus aint that kind anymore.

aight. im rushin this piece of work. due tmr !

help me out !

fag

2006-07-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

hey im back home!!

rofl!

went fer dinna wit ma homies @ vilage.

nice place.

cool place.

better than marche.

haha. maybe marche is beta. i dunno =p

wuteva.

neway had a helluva day today. i guess things had sorta gone for teh better ya =]

bingin makes me feel dang good. saysaysay.

haha. went ta cash in some money for teh commitee, den went wit leon to the meeting after dinna.

blabla.

haha. den stupid leon said he was hungry. so after the meetin, we went to heeren to eat wanton mee again. wtfphark that fugga makes me gain like 400000 gazillion pounds.

but still. teh wanton mee stall that is plain fuggin deeelicious. slurps.

gwaf.

yep. den went home. met anne on the mrt. oh man. haven seen that girl for so long. look how pretty she has become. -sigh

hahahah. but hav a long chat wit her on the way home. haven seen her fer so long ya. feels nice talkin to her. =) my soul mate. bitch

hahah.

aight. walkin home is always lonely. saysay.

neway. i think superman by eminem suits me shit. it ttly express what im feelin rightnow.

They call me Superman,
Leap tall hoes in a single bound,
I'm single now,
Got no ring on this finger now,
I'll never let another chick bring me down,
In a relationship, save it bitch, babysit? you make me sick,
Superman aint savin shit, girl you can jump on shady's dick,
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase,
I'll tell a mo'fuckin slut to her face,
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face,
I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask?
Kiss my dick, hit my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass,
Don't put out? i'll put you out,
Won't get out? i'll push you out,
Puss blew out, copin shit,
Wouldn't piss on fire to put you out,
Am I too nice? buy you ice,
Bitch if you died, wouldn't buy you life,
What you tryin to be, my new wife?
What you Mariah? fly through twice,
But I do know one thing though,
Bitches they come, they go,
Saturday through sunday monday,
Monday through sunday yo,
Maybe i'll love you one day,
Maybe we'll someday grow,
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin runway hoe...

but still.

it is still more than that.

..

2006-07-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

i jus wish i aint so dumb.

thatd my heart would jus listen to my brain for once.

its so easy to remember. so hard to forget.

bitch i miss you. wuteva. youd prolly laugh at my folly nd tel me to wake up from me dream.. and that its over. but i cldnt care less anymore. life sucks without you .

heh.

i love you ok. i know i havent told you that enf. i shun sayin that cos i m scared of commitment. im scared of the feeling to be tied down. i dunno what fuckin strange thoughts was i havin when i did al that. but i rlly wish for u to jus take one more look at me.

wuteva.

..

2006-07-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

damn wit school pls.

i jus rls theres like so _________________ much stuffs i dunno in school

nd everyone is alrdy muggin like fuck. haha. wth man! im gon study rlly rlly bitchay hard from now onwards. no more procrastination. no mroe thinkin back. actly it only waste more of my time. dang dang dang!!

who wana study hard with me! nd go through hell of waters with me in these two mths or wuteva.=p

haha.

neway. after school . went taka to eat yoshi with zhihao, leon, nd wil. den suddenly this stupid girl jus crept up to me nd scream lance tay wei jun! wut fuck is this pls! stupid denise.!! u know i jus get a shock of my life nd scream

so embarrassin sia pls!

haha. damn u =p

but wuteva. u ll get it froom me soon girl. jus wait. ill hav my revenge!!=p

hahaha

aight. off ta eat some dinna!

hungry pls. nd off ta study lata! toodies homies! :l

2006-07-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

spent my sunday alone again.

it has been like three consecutive weeks. i used to rmb what sunday is meant for. nd how i pull through each tormenting days of the week jus for that sunday. sunday used to be ttly reserved for u then. it is one of those rare days when we can see each other.

=p

but now i hav noone to share teh sunday with anymore.

...

studied maths. differentiation. hw do u work that thing man?? its so fucked up. i hate graphs man. blashit.

hmm nth much today. in fact there is nth much everyday. haha i guess the only interestin thing is that i ahv this loooooooooooooooonnnnng entertaining phone convo with denise this morning. haha.

aight. gg to hav my dinna soon.

bye homies!

2006-07-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey hello.

nth much today.

went ta cathay with zhixiong michelle leon and weiren.

caught pirates.

not bad.

but endin is like damn
ha

den went paragon t get zhixiong's crumpler.

i thk those bags are like.. -.-''

quite stupid actly.

its expensive. plain. nd ridiculous. jus for teh brand?

oh sexht.

den dine @ billybombas.

nd i jus rls how bz town is today. all along the road. wow there are like concert nd everything!!

hahaha. rock hiphop food latin dance fire spittas.

whateva shit is there pls.

but still it couldnt be half as fun as its with you ya.

stoned @ starbucks.

..

went home.

nt bad. nt bad at all.

what a day. im rly so bloody tired

a still picture cannot tell anything.

2006-07-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

happy belated racial harmony homies!!

yst was the day i hated most.

performance. nd i saw him there. nd all those strange old feelings just started comin bck up in torrents. the anger. the frustration. how he steal my girl right under my nose.

i jus started cursin him as he goofed himself up on stage. lol. i know im sucha mean person man. =p i made almost half of teh world hate him. hahaha.

'omg. hes so fucking gross. is he gay or wut?'

' oh yea. i hate him look how he dance!'

' fuck man! yucks. he muddafucker go die man.'

hhaha yep thats teh comment. from ppl who hardly knew him. but i guess for a loser who steals girlfriend. those comments is way too good for him yea.

=p

but i rlly feelin damn sad man. throughout the whole day.. all the concert.. the activities. i jus went back to class to fuck myself up.

its too mucha toll for me to take.

...

i still cant beliv i u choose him over me. laugh l;auglaugh.puke bllooood.

omg. i jus rls my post sounded like some jealous lill kid ..

forget it. ahh.

anw. heres a lill something to sum all the shit im feelin now..

You build yourself back up
to be torn down again
Lost in this thing called life
that never seems to end

Lets talk about something
Right here right now
You and me
Tell me what you want this to be
Hold it close or let it go
Either way I need to know.

So lets build our love in the sand and write promises in the sky
If I ever write a story about my life
…don’t be surprised if it begins with you

I'm so tired I can't sleep,
Standing on the edge of something much too deep,
It’s funny how you can feel so much,
yet not say a word,
and you're screaming inside
but can't be heard

I know this is hurting you...but its killing me
Behind my smile
is everything you’ll never understand

He’s got you falling head over heels
and I can’t even make u stumble
She keeps asking
Does it hurt to die?
Because it’s hurting so much more to stay alive...
But you can’t love someone without getting hurt…

I’ve cried a river and built a bridge
Yet I still can't cross it
The sparkle you see in my eyes…
is only tears about to fall

I light a candle every day
Hoping the pain will fade away
But with the light of each new dawn
Another day and you’re still gone

Just roll up my sleeve
And you will see
All the stories I've kept
Deep inside of me.
Its not so bad
You’re just the best I ever had

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

I know that I miss you
when I sit on my bedroom floor
with tears rolling down my cheeks
for absolutely no reason at all

Never let a crush
Shatter your love
Once the flame between us died
My heart became so cold inside

I’m turning around, I’m walking away...
...but its up to you to say which way

You have been such a large part of me for so long
Loving you this much doesn’t seem right
But leaving you would be just as wrong

2006-07-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

shac man!!!

i thk im gon get diarhhoea or sth. did i spell it correctly? lol

my stomach damn pain. whines. whimpers.sobsob.

lol.

mus hav eaten something wrongly. or its jus the toll of that tough fucked up trainin.

-.-''

school is hell today man. lots of FREE blocks . because teachers are fuckin lazy to come to sch. or doin facial. sleepin like pigs at home. or wuteva. so basically jus slacked ard. haha. and i PLAYED CHAPTEH.

oh fuck. wuts that man. its like the last time i played it is when im in p1.

hawhawhawh.

but nevertheless. its fun. lol. anw beatrice. u cant play chapteh man. U ARE OUT OF OUR TEAM LOSERRR! hhhahahaha =p

den went for trainin. basket. sick of it. haha though its my second time ?? =] its gon be teh last soon. cos my a level is fuckin comin. man im scared.!! =p

after trainin. ewnt wit yanhao, zhixiang , louis they all to town to eat. oh man. i feel like i can eat some 10 billion horses. im so tired and hungry!!

but the hokkien mee @ food republic is teh sexth man. its ttly aawesome. eheheh. ia te two plates man! yummy . jus cant seem to get enf of it yes!

:]

den funny things happened. it always does wit yanhao ard. ok maybe it aint so funny. more rather. embarrasin.

he spilt drinks all over the table. and over his pants and wuteva. hahaha. yes. it attract a lot of attention. so we are basically the CENTER OF ATTENTION in the food court . -.-''

but i guess it s a good thing though . at least we caught teh attention of some rlly cute girls. wahahhaha. ok jus jokin. but .. yea wuteva.

ok im rlly into jokes nowadays!

JOKE OF TODAY!
LISTEN YALL BITCH AIGHT. =P
long long ago.. in this village far far far far away, there lived this widow whosse husband died when she is like 20

so from then all.. all she had on her face is a frown, and her face spelt tragedy. she is labelled the woman who never smiled. besides that, she swear to remain faithful to her husband, and never get married again. . so one day, came this guy, who is a hardcore gambler.

as he is new in town, when he heard abt this woman who never smiled, hes dang curious. therfore, he decided to gamble with the villages that he can make this tragic lady smile. he bet it on his life yea!

so one day, he saw her standin by the tree, next to a dog.

so he went up to her and say hello. as expected, the woman ignored him. so he went down on his knees, in front of the dog, n start to call him ' DAD'

the woman, seein this extremely silly and stupid man who calls a dog his father, starts to laugh. BUT SOON ENOUGH. SHE GOT REALLY ANGRY, AND GAVE THIS MAN A TIGHT SLAP ON HIS cheek. guess what !!

.........

....

because as soon as he did that, he kneeled down to her and called her mum.

lololol. GET TEH JOKE!?!?!?!! funnny! hahahahah

yay! this is copyrighted lance. (C)

2006-07-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

yay!

i locked my bag wit a huge damn lock!

=p

see whos gon mess wit me yea.! you can mess with your hair, your face, my phone, and wuteva else but you are done messin with me!

lol. guess wheres there from :]

anw. i dunno why im in shucha helluva mood.

im supposed to be sad and fucked up for all those fuds that had happened to me yea. but i decide its no point whimpering over things/~~people~~ that ditched you for someone else.

yep. thats my principle in life.aint no cryin over spilt jacks

haha.

helluva thing happened in sch today man.

but i shant say much. =p

trainin. is tiring! i jus came home man! from 3 to 7! its dang crazy! i cld feel all my muscles tearin!!

n bruises everywhere. bllooood. hahaha. but nvm. its a great workout. i feel damn shack and .. ya. feels good.nd ronn i dun thk u can keep on crashin me! hahaha

lol. this is sucha crap post man.!

but i cant wait to go ta sleep.

zzz. bye fuggas!

nd joke of teh day! =p
haha thats for maths whacks!

wuts 1/n x sin x ??

SIX.!!

haha get the joke ?? lol

funny ya! ha

hahahahahahahaha

2006-07-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

FUCK!!!!

dang it.

my handphone is LOST.

100% stolen by some bitch face who dun hav teh sexht to get one!!

asshole cheebye mudafucker!!!

aww man.

i cant beluiv ma phone ditches me for some fugger!!

if u happen to see it, pls do sth good yea and return it to me. it isnt the phone that im so upset abt. its everything inside. its the photos. the smses. everything i once had. but will not anymore. jus fuckin gimme back teh sim card if u insist on keepin it. dang man. =((

=( this is so bad. things jus get worse and worse and WORST YEA.

oh man. will it ever get any better.

wuteva.

i hav stopped prayin since.

and i will nvr ever do. cos beliefs are all a lie. trust are all fuck .

2006-07-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPPY BTHDAY MATTHEUS !!!

haha. almost forgot that buggers birthday. good pal yea =p

anw. josh me,xun and wilson is gon go get some stuffs for the bday boy =))

hahaha. get ready for a BEEEG surprise dude =)

right now. ive jus finished studyin dunno how many fuggin chapters of maths. grin. big praise for me pls. and national treasure is teh sexht man. i nvr knew how nice it was until now. when i caught i @ start movie yst. lololol. =p

if only i cld find some treasures too pls. id be teh richest guy in the whole wide world! yay!

ok. gotta go! ta!

purple pants or bright pink slacks
it aint gon matter no shit to you anw.

on second thought

2006-07-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

im back home. once again i am alone.

back to teh square one.

town to meet yan hao and jiezhen.

checked out teh movie time for pirates. den jiezhen complained that shes hungry.

' ok luh. why not eat at cines. yoshi?' -me and yanhao
' huh. but i dun like to eat yoshi.'
' bk? kfc? pasta? foodcourt?'' no.no.no.'

so we walked alllllllllllll the freakin way to take to satisfy this girl. =)

den at take.

' crystal jade? mos? ''coffee club?' me and yanhao

'no!.' -jiezhen.

grr.

' on a second thought. i think i better eat yoshi.'

ahmagod. -faint. go figure man. jiezhen is jus so cool. =p den wil came meet us.

haha. i could swear teh food fest @ take is teh sexht man. =p there are so many food! it stars me and yanhao. so like some hungry pigs, we went ard ta binge. yes. wit jiezhen complainin abt how we guys are like pigs and yadayada..

-.-''

=)

haha. but we rlly went on some binge sprreee man. and i guess the only times i feel quite happy was when i was like stuffin myself wit teh icecream. the donut. more icecream. sausage. ahahahah. cute man! awww. my stomach is positively LOADED.

den wilson was like goofin himself wit free samples @ almost every booths. lololol. haha.

so much for that ! we actly missed 30 mins of pirates.

laugh. =p

pirates was. alright i guess. not impressive. but i can get by wit that. =p

den after that,, wil and me went for teh meetin . rather productive. i supposed. hope it turned out like sexht, =p

sth turned me off after that. and it disturbed me pretty much to wana leave. sorry guys. i jus cant help myself. i felt so sad @ tht point .. and.. oh wuteva.

so this supposedly great day came to an awful end. but still. thanks yanhao n jiezhen for takin time off to accompany me. and tolerate my shit and my STUPID jokes. =)

why did the soldier came back in bras and panties after they won a battle?

COS THEY CAME BACK IN TRIUMPH.

hahahaahahahahahhahahawahhahawhahahah.

hahaha.

haha

ha.

dang. its funny luh pls.

wuteva. =p fuck you la!

: D

was i dreamin all along?

maybe its jus like that

2006-07-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm

maybe i shld jus be gracious and givin. and jus let you go to that fug yea.

though thats really is fuckin easy said than done. but since i aint rlly used to the 'beggin you back' kinda style. neither do i like being seen as that, and lettin u hav the pleasure of manipulatin me ard.

yep. thats my choice. after that fuggin llooooooooooooong talk with sher.

thanks anw. uve been sucha great friend.

haw.

wuteva.

feelin like shit now. anw. its beetter to hav one more friend and one less enemy. so why make myself an enemy to them ?? over her.

it jus aint worth it man. lol.

the worlds unfair. theres many thing i wished i hadnt known of. after all ignorance is still bliss. if you know mroe details, it jus amke you more disgusted and frustrated.

dang it man,

gon meet josh , bry they all lata,

discuss abt the thing again. man. things are not rlly like going well. hope we can get some dancers beatboxas wuteva heck la.

maybe i shld go watch pirates, though comments till now are .. the shows so dang thrillin i fell asleep. wowow. shld i waste my money for that hur??

anyone wana watch pirates wit me. and to put up wit my grumblin and occasional moodswings as well.. msg me aight.

the night is young. should i ask you for one last dance?

2006-07-14T10:26:00.001-07:00

fuck man. i cant stand this nemore.

i cant beliv i stayed up whole night for this.

i shared so much more than u shared wit him pls.

do i hav a chance???

shld i pluck up my courage to talk to you and ask you back??

baby..

dang.

will i hav a chance?? if i shld talk to you. would i get snub??

would i get rejected openly.

would you care? or would you jus brush me off .. or jus dun even reply me.

is it that hard to even bring urself to face me baby??

=(

2006-07-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

JUS LIKE THIS.

2006-07-14T10:22:00.000-07:00

where love is concern. teh line shld be drawn as it is. clear.

i need to vent my frustrations yea. so here goes. if youd dump me for him. thats the silliest choice, cos firstly , he looks like hell. hes an absolute fuck hole if you ask me. there is nothing remotely close to attractive abt him.

oh yucks. and secondly. hes a pureasshole who cant stand competition and even go to teh extent to demean others. this shows jus abt how much quality he has yea.

and hes not half as nice as i was to you aight.

if im that bad. what fuck does he have to stay on??

oh god, im actin like such a wanksta. but it rlly does make me feel good fuckin him.

...

i jus wished hed fuck off or sth, such a sore eye.

2006-07-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

omg.

i feel like crap all over inside out. i rlly need some place to pour out all that i felt. all those fucked up emotions that i like burnin inside me.

i wished i can forget everything man. i wished i can just put you out of my mind once and for all. it has taken_______ hat long for me to forget abt you. very long. and the pain still stays aight. it nvr goes. each day id jus think abt your face. your lovely smiles. the things we did together. all the fun we had. and how you used to call me yours. which now really mean nothing to noone anymore hur. at least to you i guess.

to me. each day is fuckin pure torture thinkin abt you and him. and what you did with him each day ? do you hav long conversation with him through night like you used to with me? . ever since that day when that happened.. everything changed man.

its like my life changed totally. i start to go into your blog which i hardly do then. when i admit i dun care much shit abt your life. waht you do with all your friends... ..

but now. it dang means so much to me.

..

do you know how its like to miss someone?? you think abt that person day and night. all day long. every second of your life.back then, i cant beliv that ppl would think abt someone for almost every second. but now.. i have the pleasure of experiencin it first hand

fuck man. id giv all hell jus to forget you. but ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i cant stand it anymroe. i dun wana be a player in this game anymroe. I JUST WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME. !!!dun ignore me baby. i rlly cant stand that. i rlly cant. its hurtin like fuck inside.

i had become like ttly krunk out. gg onto friendster jus to see yur damn profile. see what whether that guy has added you a testimonial and what you did with him. i nvr do such things baby. i nvr did. friendster blogs and everything has been so meaningless to me then. but now its like fuck. thats the only way i can know abt you. ahh. i feel like a stalker. and i feel so low all of a sudden.

this is pure grossness man. i rlly miss you like fuck. till i wana puke aight. ahh. jus take me back baby. pls. im sorry i had to beg. but its rlly too much to take.im sorry i din git a fuck abt you before. im sorry i had been sucha jerk. always ignorin ur smsses.. treatin you like ure always there.

like they say. its only when its gone that you rls its presence.

how true huh.

ha ha ha.

i cant stop sayin how much i miss you la. the mroe i say it the more i feel like sayin it. dang. this is so unlike me. this is hell. fuck. fag. whore. shit. crap.

if it isnt for you. life would be so much better. so much man.

2006-07-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

school!! ended early

yep

so im off with teh guys to dota . hahahaha. haven dotaed wit them for like so long. in fact, schs had gotten me so dang busy that i had hardly touched computer games.

yep. so wtf. i got so fuckin rusty alrdy laa.! =(( boohoo.

i got owned by wilson so many bloody times pls. ENUFF. i will train up mighty mighty and come and pawn ur asshole head! wait and see wil! =p=p the onced defeated king shall come to power AGAIN. hawhaw. aight. that is lame

=p

den some mutdth head bengs there start to challenge us . whatever shit. they got owned and started to get real nasty and vulgar. gee. wtf. and we nearly got into a fight after the war of vulgarites hurled. hahaha. tis quite comical actly. how we stand outside paradiz, all in one group ready to charge or sth. but the tension real high.. though those mutts rlly look fuckin puny. knnbccb.

wuteva. but as gentleman and the proud member of a CIVILIZED society, we decide to leave things as it is. and spare those mutts broken arms and legs. cos if they were to take us up. hahahahahahahah. gwaf. they will prollly cry nd beg us for mercy, lol.

haha.

den pooled @ meridien. long time nvr pool there alrdy pls. =p the uncle is still as joker and nice as usual. lol.

den gelare. ewwww. the icecream there and the wuteva pancake is gross! i hate it positively. dang it man. i almost puked.

haw.

yep. nd thats abt today yea. home. gotta mug lata. =) nebody wanna study wit me.. sms me or sth yea. blablabla.... =p toodles :/

2006-07-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

http://purefren.net/pureland/viewSi.htm

check this out man. these girls sure can fight the fuck out. omfg.

dang it. i cant beliv i spent like the past 6 to 7 hrs surfin the net. randomly aimlessly.

omfg. i broke record man. haha. i nvr knew readin other ppls blogs.. lookin @ shitass friendsters is so dang fun. aight. actly not fun. i rather go out and pool or sth. or hav a movie marathon wit the gays again =)

wahaha.

but i found out a lota things laa. like hmmm matt .. ahhahaa

oh whatever. if u pay me enf money. i might keep my faggin mouth shut.

den went down to the foodcenter to eat. lol. i ate wanton mee !! =)

wheeeeee!

>< den got this girl she walked and bumped in to me. den instead of sayin sorry she curse me and scold me cheebye.

dang her. bloody mother fucker.

mad ass arr u!!

haha but being so gentlemanly, i jus shoot her a fucked up look and walk away. man. what has this world become. =p

den den den.. i walked home.
tv :)

singapore idol . emilee kang shld jus like fuck off wit her gross out voice yea. hell man. hahaha.

yea. back up on the computer. ...

what a shit ass day. im so krunk out. =( i cant beliv i rather go on the com and fucked my time away than go do some homework and some revision. ok! from today right at 9.54 pm, 12 july, i am goin to mug like hell. so im off to study till midnight.

=p. in the mean time miss me aight.

byeee/!!

2006-07-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

oh man

im so tired. . . .

i feel quite bad. haha. for cuttin teh training.

but the sun is jus so hot and i feeel so sick and all. ok. thats not rlly an excuse. whatever.

teh competition is like drawin damn fuckin near. but guess how many trainin i have been to since the jun hols? yep. this is the first one.

oh shit man. i guess i jus lost teh position as a jumper. and also all teh position. fine wutever. teh coach threaten to kick me outa team. im too busy for them shit anw. so . yes. fine.

=p

haha. so now im at home. sulkin like some fuga.

dang it.

aww im bored / nobodys online. ihate to be stuck @ home on a wednesday afternoon. and noone is bloody @ home. =(

and i went to surf that darliinn ipod blog. dang. its gone.

oh how sad man. she has prolly got caught or sth.naw. wish her best of luck anw. wish to see her bloggin sometime soon eh. =p right. now whats gon keep me company. dammit.

someone ask me out if ure as bored as me and if ure readin teh blog rite now.

=p

i used to hav my castle and the horse. but now its all gone. and im so sad.

2006-07-11T04:54:00.000-07:00

ok some update abt yst.

cos din get ta as we got caught skippin cheong's lab.

ahwhawhawh. gwaf. what a joke. so fuckin unlucky.

aight. den leon, that bastard gay nearly cried because the teacher threatened to kick us outa sch!! wtf!! hahaha gay man leon! ok sorry. i understand how u feel. cos we are so damn sway and all! =pp

dendendenden!

anw yst. met teh pimps @ somerset.

jus goofed ard. pooled. and lata we decide to catch some movie cos we havent done so together for like bloody fuckin long time. den we decide to catch superman. =p

and in the midst of decidin to watch superman , we decide to watch some ghost shows first to wait for the starting of superman. hahaha yay. so we have wats that called. a movie marathon!!

woots! i feel like a lill lil boy again. aha.

but then when superman finally started... all of us are like dozin off like pigs
!!

haha. but nice show anw. =)

den drink a lill. chiled. and all of us went zachs house ta sleep. rich boy. big house. yummy.

haha. den in the morning, we went sch together!

lol. as you might hav guessed. we were all LATE. =p

haawhahwahwaahw gwaf.

its like the big bunch of us. man wat a fuckin fun night i ahd with teh pimps. haven spent soo much time wit them. rlly miss you guys yea. rock.

=p

ya.den yadayada.. cut classses cos we were tired shit. and get caught. and life goes on.

aight. enough of my borin lonnnng entry post. =p gotta go eat my dinner. yum.

2006-07-10T19:30:00.000-07:00

yooohooooo! while you guys are busy krunkin it up in school..

hehehe
'
im in teh sch lab slackin my ass out '

hawhawhahwawhaw

yep. ponned teh lab wit matt jon leon again.''

omg. at this rate im gon die for my a levels!!

help me

gasp. ok this is the fuckin last time im gone pon lesson

2006-07-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

school is a boooore today.

everyone is DEAD and shackin off because of socca. im so tired i can positively die. slept at 5 yst man! heh . why did italy win..!! hahaha.. but it was an ownage game with a nice dramatic ending to mr zidane chestbuttin some italian playa sendin him flyin across teh field.

lol. poor o zidane. hes too easily krunked up by what that $^$^% say! go kick some doors. hawhawhaw.

dang man. school suckhs because of teh physics ct. shackshackshack!!!!!

i forgot all the formulas plspls!! but. hawhaw. me and shane did manage to do something.. ha ha ha. yea. so i guess we d do jus aight.

den lata me shane bry yanhao decided to skip teh last lecture hall to SLEEP. ahaha loser man us. we jus pretend to go to the library and slept on that comfy sofa.

after sch went straight home. den i tried to top up my fuckin ezlink and the whackedup machine wun work. so feelin frustrated i kicked teh machine and got that damn scoldin from the staffs. wuteva. jus stfu. den in teh mrt some fucked up bastard country bumps kept chattin away among themselves. aight,. i mean it is alright to chat. but you dun hava scream and shout in your rough uncouth god knows what fucked up shit. omg. it is positively a fuckin turn off havin to bear their stench and awful voice all at teh same time.

dang. i feel so moody and grumpy all day. even such little stuffs fucked me up.

snores. me still feelin tired man. lata still hav ta go meet yanhao ben and teh guys.

aight. im off. hav a nice day everyone.=p

2006-07-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

heyhey!

im homeeee! ok. why am i ttacht happy anw .. lool.

met@ rocky master wit teh guys. and discuss abt the plan , time date venue. detailed. money. budget all them sexht. complicated. but it turned out to be a fruitful meetin.

hawhawhaw.

bloody hell. this better works ok. i hav gotten myself so damn krunk out for this whole thang. =)) cant wait for the dec hols yea. hahaha.

den dine @ cofee club. and waited so damn bloody long for siting and jiezhen. girls will be girls .=p

aight. betted my ass on france this time. so france better do me proud YA.

lol. alright, im off to get some shack. im gon wake up @ exactly 3 to watch teh match. even though i hav this fuckin important physics interlogue tmr. woots. time rlly does flies yea. so soon. before we even know it world cup is finally over. dang im gon miss it .

yep. bye everyone. suport FRANCE. =p

2006-07-08T14:14:00.000-07:00

YAY! germany won!!

i won my bet!

but only jus 20 bucks.

lol

dang. cant beliv im stil up so late. im tired. i need some sleep.snores.

2006-07-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

hellllo everyone!!

sentosa wit jon, mr dannielle , shawn , and t3h girls.

wow man. the sentosa sun is bootylicious good today yea. so jus whack ard.. beachball.. swam..

haha... we also tried to swim across to an island across the beach. haha. wtf! rach and pelyn are NOOB swimmers. pelyn almost drowned like jus less than halfway.. omg. it is dang embarrassin! how she attracted the attention of the lifeguards.

ma dear pelyn =p if i were to know anyone who flirts so hard, even to teh extent of gettin herself killed. its you.lol.. jus kiddin.. =p=p but its scary man! so pls. dun ever try to swim across teh sea. you ll jus get ta swallow loads and loads of dirty salty issass sea water.

haha. so yep. i got this fantastic tan .. hot. whoowhee!! =p but it was shack laa. since we had been there since 11 to 3.. so i feel practically burnt to teh max. wtf.

den town.

horrible day after that. since we were all so fucked up and burnt outta our life. billybombers for lunch/dinner..

pretty good food. yumm.

ahhhh. i m so dang tired..

lata im gon catch that match wit germany +portugal. oh dear. both are ma most fav team laa!!! who shld i root for????! i hate to do this. but i thk i like germany more. therefore. germany you must win okokokokokk!!!! im bettin my life out for you. GO MY GERMANY! i will win$$$$ and prove it to tat show off CHERIEEE!! whao! =p

anw. there is this young girl who likes to carry condom ard her bag. and talk abt how she wishes to have sex.and how she has an ipod. in fact. she even has a beeeeyoutifull countdown to her 'RIVERS OF BLOOD ' whoowheeeahahahahaahahaha. gwafgwafgwaF. its plain amusing readin how she explains everything in such explicit details.

"Do you know what it's like to be aroused? There were more explicit descriptions I could include but that I'd get flamed for. Alright, do you know what it's like to be so bloody aroused you can feel your underwear and it's soaking? Do you know what it's like to writhe beneath someone else, gasping in desire? >_>

oh god. she is noob and she sucks. but wuteva.

ihaveanipod.blogspot.com

i write sins. not tragedies.

2006-07-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

dammit. got back my chem test.

guess how much i got yea?

bloody fucking 41 %.

wtphark.

chem was one of my better subjs.

and i majorly screw up my orals. hellllp me!!!

$#%%&

why cant i score! whywhywhy! im so jinxed!

lunch @ food republic.

boring place. im so bored out of my life.

sim lim. den i got ma zenvm. thx viv for helpin me choose the color. i was pretty sure i wld choose the pink one =p if it wasnt for you. hahaha..

wtphark. how does that thing work newway??? why is that thang so hard ta control!!

ok. send me songs. or vid wuteva. im gon loooad tet shit to death!

and world cup

my fav portugal and germany got fucked up so badly . im so sad! waste my time wakin up early in the morn!! and also my bet. wtfwtf!!! i lost like 100 bucks!!

kiss mah ass la!

pfft.

aight. i fuckin hate italy. so the only choice for me is france i guess. when is my luck gon change yea???? this time im bettin for france. lemme win.

OR ELSE.

=p

2006-07-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

i hate to be blamed for things i didnt do.

esp when it was pharkin not my damned fault in teh first place.

sometimes i think you rlly have taken it too far.

... i know what you are thinkin. but that doesnt mean i hav to say im wrong and apologise even when its clearly your fault all the time.

i hav let in to you like dozen millions of time. and each time.. you jus push your limit more. i feel like you dun even take me seriously.

man. bastard. i rlly hate this.. fuck. i hate feeling like i ahv been used and stepped on and dumped away carelessly.

you dun bother. fine.

you dun bother even when im like waiting for you for almost 4 hrs. sittin there like some pharked up idiot. my only hope is that youd call me back. ha. you did eventually. after four hours. and all teh fucked up reason of all the world you give is that you have to go meet someone else.

ha. fine. the funnier thing is that. in the end.. it becomes my fault. it becomes my fault that i woke up early and go all the way to town to wait for you. it becomes my fault that you hav to meet someone else. it becomes my fault that i calle dyou and you fuckin dun wana pick up.

seriously. what motherfuckin shit is that?

arr..im in this wanky mood now. i rlly dunno what ta do man. i rlly dun like what youre doin to me. i hate feelin used like that.

.....

wuteva. jus fucked off. aight im off.

2006-07-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

JUS ANOTHER DAY.

im so sorry to yall ppl. den, jieping, jon, phil and...

sorry i din meet you guys.

but i was really off myself today.

the moment i opened up my eyes, which is like the fuckin hawt afternoon... i jus couldnt bring myself to wake up.

i jus feel like i fuckin dun hav the strength to hurl my ass up from my bed.

haha..

sorry aight. sorry for not callin earlier and makin you guys wait so long.

heh. and this fuckin weather is fuckin gettin on ma nerve.

...

jus stayed at home today.

im feelin rlly sick. runnin on fever. and also sick of evrything else. sick of your lies.. your pathetic attempt at makin sad excuses.. and sick of town. sick of gg out. and seein hordes and hordes of ppl rushin here and there.

suddenly i feel like a lill kid who always think home is the safest place on earth.wtf i hav been havin that feelin lately. i feel so safe. so quiet at home. at least noone will come with you with a smile and a dagger all at one time. shack man. to think all these years i had tried to stay away from my house as much as possible.

come to think of it. i sorta miss havin my dad, mum, sis ard.. hehe. maybe i shld stay home everyday from now onwards.

dang. bloody hell. wth has become of me.

heh.

guess i jus need some time alone. to get over the coldness of some truths.

yep. off ta watch tv. play my xbox. and maybe eat hell lots.

jus stuffed myself to death.

hawhawhaw. life of the 17 year old who never grows up.

=)

2006-06-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello!

im back!

its finally teh long awaited friday.

ok. sch.

first and foremost. a beeeeeg hugs + thankeww to rachel and cherly

they hav been major major super sweethearts today.

haha.. they actly went ta buy me meee favorite- godivaa choc.. which come in this wonderfullly wrapped gold ballotin box .. and yum man. milk dark white choc. ..

ya erm.. so that i would feel better and get up of my farked up kick ass mood.

haha. they jus melt in ur mouth like magic. ... ahhhhh!

like the sayin goes. chocolates are jus like sexht =p

ok the gist of the whole thing is that they aint exactly teh closest people to me or anything.. but they had actly bothered to buy me things they know i like.. jus to make me feel better.

sweet isnt it? awww

i hate to sound so stupid.. but you know i was actly very very touched . but erm. not to the point of cryin pls. like yan hao say. -.-''

neway. big thanks man. such small lill gesture rlly means a lota me. esp when im like in my lowest pt of time and when someone actly bother being nice to you n everything..

ha. dint expect from you two bums though =p haha.. hawhaw. but THANKS. love you guys.

neway. after sch.. hang ard in town.. the big grp of us. the usual . me, yanhao,leo, gary, sheralyn, lemin ,keith.. blablabla..

had lunch @ subway.

haha.. and wtf keith, you eat like a pig and you throw food ard. haha.. its dang funny seeing how he scare away those rgs girls besides us. you shldve seen those look they shoot him! hawhaw

whao asshole its dang embarrassin aight!

kiss mah ass luh!

haha.

den went ta catch teh scary movie 4. hawhaw. bloody funny man that show. go watch.i enjoyed myself a loooot thankyou. =p

esp when it was completely free, the ticks popcorn and stuff.. alll on the house. from yanhao

haha. not exactly though. you lost so many bets ta me. its only right . wahaha. basically we did rlly stupid stuffs like how pharking yanhao decided to start a popcorn fight in the middle of the movie. shack man. i dunnno how i end up wit those fuckers!! basically we pissed everyone off wit our stupid shit and all. and the sheralyn n lemin was so fragggin pissed. ( erm but secretly enjoyin themselves.) ---what ta do? we guys are jus sooo fun to be with. nodsnods

=) aight. i promise to stop acting stupid. its jus this stress relieving after loads of tests.

hawhawhaw..one more shyte to be prouda myself, it is my first time in so many fuckin years that i took teh NEOPRINT. lol. i always thought neoprints are for ahlians who act cute in front of teh camera. at least thats the impression it gits me.. so nah.. not for sucha cooool guy like me. ha =p

neway how does that bloody thang work? i still dunno. so basically our photos came out like shit. and there is like millions of SAME photos. ! WTphark! other ppl has like so many different photos but our print jus came out like ttly similar. oh wtever. it doesnt matter shit if u dun get what i mean.

and there is where glenn our plump and sexaye pimp decides to hook up some mgs girls . hahaha zomfg. and poor glenn looks so sad when those girls scamper away in fear upon the arrival of fatass glenny boy.

hohoho. jus jokin. aight. im majorly high. though i dunno wuts im so happy abt. dang.

gg out lata to watch soccer wit mah pimps.

byee. in the mean time. miss me. and pray for germany and portugal.=] they better win cos i bet shit loads on them.

=p

2006-06-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

lifes rlly gettin .. yawn

went ta mug at tcc.

studied no shit however.

..

after that.. jus went ta walk ard in town alone.

jus lookin at people walkin.. mudts.. couples.. families.. friends..

and started to wonder abt some things.

maybe i had been wrong

or wtf.

den jus went home..

and i fuckin din get a seat on the mrt.

hell man, i always get a seat. and i am damn not lying abt that.

yur shldve seen how fast i rush into the mrt when it opens.!!

hahaha

im so fraggin pissed when i hav to stand all the fuckin way to tanah merah.

phark!

oh no. im gettin rlly unstable these days. such lill things ruff me up man.

wuteva. peace out.

2006-06-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

got whackd badly by #$^$$

bottomline. school is torture.

#$#$^%%$^

..

haha. watched them portugal- netherland match yst.

woke up like bloody early in the mornin. yawn

prolly explain my fugged up mood today. =)

whao.

that match is ttly like bad kids ruffin it up on the playground!!

haha. claps! its so funny!

peace out man!

hawhaw

but its rlly cool.

dang.

gotta go.

and i CANT BELIEVE THERE IS A TEST TODAY! AND I FUCKIN HELL KNOW NO SHIT ABT IT!! =P

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do

~~that reason~~
...

thats what you get.

2006-06-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

ohh dear.

i jus so cant believe school is starting.

grumbles

saturday.

in town wit shaun ,matt, win and some others

usual.

thats what you get in town these days.

walkin in and out, back and forth . bumpin here and there without a clue.

and the funny thing is. you usually go back to where you first started

aiee. jus foolin ard all day like some mindless fools.

esplanade.

sat there for like 3 hours. jus sat there.

talked. laughed.
... aiee

gon miss those days.

2006-06-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

im really happy for you though.

2006-06-23T04:39:00.000-07:00

home alone.

scary.

i guess the only thing that i cant stand is being alone.

it makes me feel so empty.

tv.
..

listened to our song.

once was.

ahh.

this is how being by myself make me feel.

i cant stop thinkin..abt everything

fug.

wuteva.

gg for a drink lata.

ya.

if you see me walking by,
And the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away.
If we meet on the streets someday,
And I don't know what to say,
Look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me;I don't want you to see me this way.

2006-06-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

hellllp me somebody.

aight.

i jus gotta tell myself this. i rlly hava STOP spending money.

its disgustin the way i throw my $$$ away !

but i dun realise it until after i spent it. and even after i realise it i simply cant control my compulsive urge to shop for new clothes. new shoes. new pants. new slacks

wuddaheck.

im actin like a freakin bitch!!

but this is rlly serious. i think i spent over 2k in the past two month. and shoes alone. i got fuckin 9 pairs of em. but wut can i do. shoes are the wack. and i can swear i got plenty of shirts. some ttly look no different from the other. and i haven even gone as close as touchin soma them.

ahhh!

anw.

went ta watch garfield with vick and leo today...

aight. dun ask me why i watched garfield. dun even bother tellin me that DONT YOU KNOW FREAKING EW SUCKS SHIT AND BESIDES GARFIELD AND LOADS OF OLD MOVIES, porn.

but guess its sorta ok.

quite funny. sulk. even though poor vick cant laugh cos of her mouth ulcer. wahahaha. poor girl. we are tryin ta make her laugh all the way. ure bound ta suffer gg out wit leo n me. hawhaw.

pooled. shopped. bought loads of stuffs. =(

din know shoppin wit vick is so whack. hav ta carry her stuffs. hav ta follow her even though u feel like gg somewhere else besides zara or mango or wuteva sex.

im nt ur bf luh vick!dun bully me ! =p ahhaha

macs. bitched. gossiped. whoowheewhowhwow. girls nights out.! shrieks

cabbed home.

aight. thats abt all.

whack.byee.

2006-06-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

hewhew.

im classic hotness. and cuteness. and everything nice .

i rllly wish everyone would stop tellin me that

=)

heh.

but what to do.

everyone jus cant get enf of my charrms and my charisma

whoowheewhoowowow! hahahaha

teh blog is good egosational relief.

so ignore the above.

though its still goddamn true.

2006-06-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

im down with this killer faggin headache

whimpers

went kennyrogers

and i actly studied for the first time since like dunno when.

rah. studyin git me headache.

..

anw

outof nowhere this fkin anonymous fugga called me and started scoldin me and spillin all sorta different lang of vulgarities @ me.

wtf

AND the line was dead before i cld shoot back luh.

hmph.

unfair.

ok that was random

but if you happened to be that whack

ill be waitin for you

wit screwdrivers and axes.

=)

haha

yanxiang. i saw you today btw.

dun think you run and hide den i cant see yoooou and.. hahaha

aight.

wuteva

2006-06-20T11:01:00.000-07:00

ahhh..

tiring day.

woke up @ 5.

cant believe it.

dated my jor , daniel and louis to watched socca @ alleybar

so romantic

yay!

go my germany!

0-3.

they are jus so cool.

ok.

from now on. i shall support my germany, USA and ESPANOL.

rock on man!

whao jor. u r gay pls. strawberrrryy margarita and in the end also can get drunk. baskat

...

went home ..

heh.

ok.

catchin england vs sweden

=p

~~saw you today. and i was damn awkward and upset. but wtf. ..nvm~~

2006-06-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

swear ill nvr get a blog. but wtf.. here i am wit a blog.

but ha

im doin a rlly good job yea

but wth! took me like faggin dunno how many hrs can!

=]

atleast my blog looks nice luh

...

cuppage.

pooled.

haha. alv and leo gotta eat my shit. bitch!

dendenden..

rebirth

boredom.

-.-''

parties noawdays are like soo fuggin suckshit.

.. mebe i shld stay @ home and study.

exams in a week or so!

and i haven started on no shit.

fug!

im dead

..ahhhh

help me.